Assalamualaikum . Hey guys , its kim's again . huuhuhuh . long time no see. Look at the tittle . Jealous . For those who dont know what jealous is , it was a big green monster that was so creepy and... whatever . i am so mad . AND JEALOUS . k whatever . It is because of one man , same age with me and he was a chinese . YES CHINESE . You know i love people with small eyes . So i was having a crush on him . But i know he has a girlfriend . And she was also chinese , slim , cute , pretty and have a nice hair and face . She was completely an opposite of me. I was so fat , ugly , hideous and blind people also can cry due to my ugly-ness .  So on Wednesday 13th , i and Mimi Malek (my best friend) spying on him at school during recess time . We follow him wherever he goes with his friends and his GIRLFRIEND . Omg they were so sweet . Hugging , playing , closing each other eyes' , chasing each other and me and mimi was just hiding nearby and kind of  a bit "fangirling" and yeah.. some cursing words came out too. Actually at the first i am not so jealous , but after some minutes...... you know i have feelings too . That green monster inside me grew bigger and im going mad . I felt like my life going to end but , yeah its not . ARGH  WHY THE HELL HE WAS SO HANDSOME ?! But Danish hate him . Idk why . He done nothing wrong . Mwahahaha . Urm , and i keep asking people what was his name and his class but nobody knows . I know nothing about him . So sad and  lifeless . So handsome . Ah , this is the main reason why i keep forgetting my bias T.T . Please dear mr someone whom i dont know your name , get outta hell of my mind . uhuk uhuk . i know you wont . And now i dont know what to say anymore so , BYE ALL.